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003 ⟡ MAY TEST DRIVE
⋆✩ test drive 03 ✩⋆
The day begins like any other.
Routines, eventful scenes, and boring errands — no matter what you were in the middle of, there's a moment where everything begins to feel wrong. A searing pain tears through your body, so intense that it feels like every nerve has been struck at once. Muscles spasm, joints scream in protest, and as you double over, you find yourself clawing or clinging at anything within your reach. As your attempts to maintain composure fail you, your bones begin to twist with an agonizing force, the pain rising in a crescendo until it becomes unbearable to even breathe. Then, as quickly as it began, everything stops.
For a single, terrifying moment, there's nothing. No sight, no sound, no touch, no taste, no smell — just the weight of nothingness swallowing you whole. The absence of sensation might even be worse than the pain, leaving you adrift in a void you can't escape. Hopelessness threatens every fiber of your existence, and try as you might to fight it, your darkest thoughts begin to surface, flooding your mind in an onslaught of suffocating feelings and ideas.
In the darkness, you hear a voice.
It's faint, a gentle flashing of something warm along the edges of your mind, like sunlight itself. It's a voice, but you can't identify who or what it comes from, how it sounds, or what it means — still, you know it's directed at you. Something tugs at your heart, a powerful ache that throbs once and ripples outwards. You can feel the aches again, like fresh sores throughout your body. You feel off, like something isn't quite right, like you're not where you should be, or who you should be. But the voice continues, whispered just beyond your understanding. The sound is warm like hope, and it wraps around you, distant yet intent, before you wake up.
i. arrivals
FROM TUNNELS DEEP
The scent of must meets your nostrils, perhaps more strongly than it normally would. To open your eyes is to meet the dark — though if you're fortunate it could be that something about this new body, or perhaps the body of another, leaves some faint illumination to see by. Either way it soon becomes clear that where you are is somewhere underground. They are deep and sprawling tunnels, with corners of some unknown civilization storied away in their many carvings and ruined pottery. Portions of the cavern walls even bear the appearance of old structures and dwellings, as if the earth itself swallowed a city whole.
Trickling through the tunnels in quiet streams are tendrils of fog. It's difficult to see, but not in the least hard to feel. The mist is damp and cloying, clinging to every inch it finds on you to the point that it seems to grasp at the very soul; and the longer one lets it have its way, the worst it feels. You begin to question your body. Your mind. Your very memories — are they really yours?
Staying underground may be unwise anyway. Diglett and Dugtrio soon make themselves known to the weary arrivals here, and unlike these newcomers they have had far too long to succumb to the mist. They will attack without hesitation, and the only options are to fight or flee above ground.
The forest above unfortunately is not much better. The fog here is thick, even if some light somehow makes its way through the canopy above. What could have once been helpful landmarks become sources of dizzying misunderstanding, and the gnarled trees seem to move when no one watches. Rescuers from the city will have their work cut out for them once it becomes clear how many could be stranded out there, and time will be of the essence. The sooner that these wanderers can be brought to the clinic to be treated, the better!
ii. under the weather
RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY
While it's not unusual to receive rain at this time of the year, the amount of rain is unnatural according to the Guild Leaders. To ensure no one suffers any more than they already have, all three are quick to open their doors to these new Pokemon in their midst. Or at least, they're quick to offer other foreigner's doors. Pokemon who originated from other worlds soon find themselves with new bunkmates and housemates, and with the rain as bad as it is there’s no good way to refuse.
It's best to remain in similar company after all, and until there’s time to sort out who fits where, it’s all these newcomers have.
THE WATER CYCLE
At first the signs are subtle. Those same symptoms from the forest can be felt, lasting only as long as a Pokemon is damp from the downpour outside. Even the gentle drizzle causes absent thoughts, an empty mind staring into the distant grey skies as you forget.
Staring longer still, as you remember. But is what you're remembering actually yours? Something about the concentration of forest mist in the form of raindrops changes the effects as the days go by. The body and mind rebel against what it knows doesn't belong, and it finally comes bursting out with a shout! Those memories you've seen, they aren't yours! They're someone else's!
And the world needs to hear it!
iii. the archives
RECORDS KEEPING
Polteageist's solution is as follows; instead of training their bodies out in the rain, everyone will be training their brains. There have been many questions raised over the last number of weeks, and now is the time for everyone to investigate the mysteries. Entering the Archives means entering a building of clear splendor, filled with couches and beanbags for sitting and beautiful flowers and plants to accentuate the green hues within the halls. The shelves are well stocked with records kept on stone tablets, and the additional guides within the guild are eager to help everyone find what they're looking for.
The illustrious leader of the Lum Berries is well aware however, that not everyone is willing to spend all their time reading. As it would be counterproductive to expect anyone to sit twiddling their thumbs (or tails, or ears) he has thus arranged for a few of the archive meeting rooms to host additional activities. They are simple things; there's classes on recording writings properly in clay before firing, minor history lessons where newly arrived Pokemon can share in what many others already know, and even community building exercises. They're nothing like the escape rooms organized during the last two months, but they're good for passing the time.
And eventually, the rain will hopefully calm down. A few skilled Psychic Pokemon are offering their services to keep others dry until then however, at least so that everyone can get home safely.
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[ Wonder how they're doing... ]
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[Is he...supposed to know them? Were they friends, or simply coworkers?]
...there was an older man, too?
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Emmet shivers a little, the motion going through him from head to tail. Mostly he's a lot drier now than he was not too long ago, but still. ]
If not a Depot Agent ... could be Drayden, maybe.
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[He's not sure he saw an Isadore - or, if he did, he doesn't recall them being identified. Certainly there wasn't a Drayden; he didn't really notice anybody who wasn't one of the agents.]
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[ Right, that impromptu ... sort of a meeting, in the office there, is starting to take on clearer shape in his mind.
But this isn't really doing anything for Ingo, is it? They are just names and faces and a brief description. That wouldn't really jog Emmet's memory either, he thinks, as he picks his way through the general shape of it. He was running the red line, got back... they went to investigate... ]
Oh. I think ... That is not how I wanted to show you Chandelure.
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[It's a little weak. Ingo can see why Emmet would not have wanted that to be his introduction to his old partner. He didn't much like seeing him like that either, even if the sight did not really awaken any old memories.]
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Still not ... the best introduction for anyone involved.
[ But that's kind of how that memory was in general. It's not like the memory he got from Ingo, at least. Nothing really happened in it. No one was in any imminent danger. It's just the Aftermath, the cold shock of ice running down your spine as you realize you're missing something important, you missed something important, and no matter what you do, no matter how hard you look, at the end of the day, you'll go home alone, the space at your side a gaping void.
Really, Emmet's had it easy, relatively. He hasn't been nearly dying to wild Zoroark, anyway. He lifts his head a little, just enough to stare silently down at his paws for a long moment. ]
... I am Emmet. You asked me to let you know before I do this.
But I think I am going to pretend, at least for a little bit.
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[One might argue that their introduction was not exactly ideal, either.
Ingo blinks, needing a second to process the implication. But once he has...maybe that makes sense? He thinks that their similarities were very important to Emmet once - maybe especially more so now that so little of their old relationship is left. He angles his head more towards the Zoroark, but he thinks that the transformation should not be so jarring now that he is prepared for it.]
Very well.
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Maybe it's that he needs to not look like this for a while. He hasn't entirely stopped shivering, every now and again. At this point, it probably isn't the cold.
(Strange, being uncomfortable and unsettled in his own skin like they've just newly arrived again, after managing to adjust and get used to how things are here. To an extent, though, it's the same feeling that's persisted every time he's managed to successfully disguise himself as something else: the general sense that what he is is not what he needs to
is supposed toshouldbe. Zoroark isn't the right shape for the Tangela terrified of even the Mimikyu and Boltund attempting to rescue her, so Audino instead. Zoroark isn't the right shape for someone who's had bad experiences with it, so anything else would be better.)There's a rush of phantom wind, the long fur of his mane and collar billowing unnaturally before whipping back against him and redistributing itself as the Zoroark's form grows faint and hazy. Shorter, more compact limbs, strong shoulders, smaller ears... a collar, still, with different shape and purpose, a bulkier overall form. The colors shift like an ink spill, a heavy, dark coat blooming into existence in the longer fur at his back, starting at his head, snaking around his neck, and working its way down to eventually terminate in a wisplike tail, longer than this shape's Johtonian cousins.
Emmet carefully stretches his limbs a bit without budging an inch from Ingo's side, testing how well the layers of the illusion follow him. Sound, sight, sensation, scent... Ghosts are shadows and feelings. Shadows are images of something else. So, it all follows.
He'll tilt his head back to glance to his side, checking Ingo's reaction. ]
... Maybe. It's good that I didn't get Illusion to work that first time. Back when we met.
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Probably so. Though, I suppose I did not quite...look at a Typhlosion and think of it as me, yet.
[ Maybe he wouldn't have reacted as badly. But it's a little up in the air. His brow furrows a little as Emmet stretches alongside him. The physical sensation is...odd. Twisting, he reaches with a paw to try and feel where the trailing ghostly mane ought to be.]
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[ Looking closely, there's something like a little bit of faint heat haze around parts of where the mane should be, but it feels to be clinging much closer to Emmet's frame than usual, pressed flatter mostly following the contour of his back. It always feels a bit insubstantial even at the best of times, but if Ingo's looking for it then he'll find it, even if Emmet blinks a little quizzically at him for it. ]
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[ Can you make an illusion of yourself? But, Ingo reasons, Emmet's far more accustomed to seeing his own face looking back at him than most people. At least he was at one point. ]
It certainly is good you did not do that. Though - illusions do not still cause you pain like that, do they? [ He has, for obvious reasons, rarely seen Emmet actually do it. ]
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[ He'd tried to experiment a bit, after Ingo asked about their family, but he's not about to tell Ingo that. Ingo is ... probably not going to be happy to hear this either way, but still, Emmet would rather not give Ingo the direct cause and effect to feel guilty over when it was Emmet's decision to do anything with it in the end. If he comes to that conclusion on his own, then, well ... okay then. Not much Emmet can do about that without outright lying, but still. ]
Can't even take on a rough shape. It is strange.
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[ It's certainly well within a Zoroark's ability normally, though of course he knows he does not have to say so. ]
But, I suppose you have no need to imitate a human anyhow.
[ He has some idea of why Emmet might want to, but he shouldn't put himself through that kind of pain on Ingo's account! ]
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[ If they ever do run into humans on this continent, anyway. You never know. ]
... Sorry. If I worried you earlier.
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[ Which this obviously was, in more ways than one. But Ingo doesn't want to get back into all of that. He lifts a paw, hesitating before he actually places it over Emmet's. ]
Does it change feeling at all? I thought I felt something, when you did it.
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It does. Can make things that aren't actually there seem sort of solid if you don't press too hard. If I try to anyway. But my paw really is where it looks like it is right now. So I can feel that too.
[ And maybe it makes him clingy, but he is going to be doing absolutely nothing to make it stop. ]
Only gets weird if I start thinking about it too hard.
[ The potential discrepancy between where he should or appears to be and where he actually physically is, that is. At least they're mostly the same size, so it's nothing all that drastic. ]
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[ He removes his paw quickly. He hadn't been quite sure he ought to do that in the first place. ]
It must be a strange sensation. Very ghostly. [ Trying for a joke: ] I am still annoyed that you got Shadow Sneak and I did not!
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But sure, let's play ball with the joke.
(If there's a faint, quiet noise from Emmet as Ingo removes his paw, no there wasn't, and he doesn't make a move to chase it. What's being touch-starved, they've been sharing their quarters for months, and are literally pressed up against each other's sides right now.) ]
... Who knows. Maybe you will be the first Typhlosion to figure it out. Out of sheer spite and annoyance.
And then. I am Emmet. I will laugh at you. If you end up stuck halfway in something solid. Like a rock or a tree. Or up somewhere you can't get back down from again, like a stray Purrloin.
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[ Ingo really attaches no greater meaning to it than utility. He would like to be able to use Shadow Sneak! The rest...well, he had to get used to Emmet being a Zoroark already. Mostly, he has. Nothing has changed for him on that front.
...watching Emmet realize that he'd vanished, though. Feeling that sense of loss. He already felt guilty, illogical as that might be. Now, he knows he'll be dwelling on that memory for some time. ]
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[ He has absolutely gotten stuck in places he shouldn't have.
The rest of it, though ... honestly. It's starting to feel like. Despite his best efforts to keep the past from weighing overly much on himself (or anyone else) because there's nothing that can be done about it now... one way or another, memories like this one will get dredged up anyway. (Surrrre, universe. Thanks. Just as fun for anyone else watching it as it was for him the first time around, surely.) ]
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...do you want to go back to our room? We do not have to.
[ It is still, though, a public space. ]
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But I would not mind heading back, if the weather allows. Maybe if we hurry...
[ The rain won't be so bad? Maybe there are a few volunteer psychic types willing to escort people back to their current places of residence, but they can't be everywhere or assist everyone, and Emmet would feel a little bad about bugging them especially when he isn't a type the rain would be actively hazardous to. ]
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[ It...probably hasn't, really. Ingo's instinct is simply to get Emmet somewhere a little safer now that he's feeling better. The archive is not unsafe, per se, but...well, someone might happen over them in any moment. He'd rather it were only the two of them.
...strange impulse. Is that something old? Or is it just how he feels right now? He doesn't know how to tell the difference. He just rises, though he waits for Emmet before going to see what's happening outside. ]
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[ Echoed, without any real weight or belief behind it. It's a moment before he also pushes himself to his feet to follow closely after Ingo after the other does make to see whether or not the weather's changed, not willing to stray far. ]
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