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003 ⟡ MAY TEST DRIVE
⋆✩ test drive 03 ✩⋆
The day begins like any other.
Routines, eventful scenes, and boring errands — no matter what you were in the middle of, there's a moment where everything begins to feel wrong. A searing pain tears through your body, so intense that it feels like every nerve has been struck at once. Muscles spasm, joints scream in protest, and as you double over, you find yourself clawing or clinging at anything within your reach. As your attempts to maintain composure fail you, your bones begin to twist with an agonizing force, the pain rising in a crescendo until it becomes unbearable to even breathe. Then, as quickly as it began, everything stops.
For a single, terrifying moment, there's nothing. No sight, no sound, no touch, no taste, no smell — just the weight of nothingness swallowing you whole. The absence of sensation might even be worse than the pain, leaving you adrift in a void you can't escape. Hopelessness threatens every fiber of your existence, and try as you might to fight it, your darkest thoughts begin to surface, flooding your mind in an onslaught of suffocating feelings and ideas.
In the darkness, you hear a voice.
It's faint, a gentle flashing of something warm along the edges of your mind, like sunlight itself. It's a voice, but you can't identify who or what it comes from, how it sounds, or what it means — still, you know it's directed at you. Something tugs at your heart, a powerful ache that throbs once and ripples outwards. You can feel the aches again, like fresh sores throughout your body. You feel off, like something isn't quite right, like you're not where you should be, or who you should be. But the voice continues, whispered just beyond your understanding. The sound is warm like hope, and it wraps around you, distant yet intent, before you wake up.
i. arrivals
FROM TUNNELS DEEP
The scent of must meets your nostrils, perhaps more strongly than it normally would. To open your eyes is to meet the dark — though if you're fortunate it could be that something about this new body, or perhaps the body of another, leaves some faint illumination to see by. Either way it soon becomes clear that where you are is somewhere underground. They are deep and sprawling tunnels, with corners of some unknown civilization storied away in their many carvings and ruined pottery. Portions of the cavern walls even bear the appearance of old structures and dwellings, as if the earth itself swallowed a city whole.
Trickling through the tunnels in quiet streams are tendrils of fog. It's difficult to see, but not in the least hard to feel. The mist is damp and cloying, clinging to every inch it finds on you to the point that it seems to grasp at the very soul; and the longer one lets it have its way, the worst it feels. You begin to question your body. Your mind. Your very memories — are they really yours?
Staying underground may be unwise anyway. Diglett and Dugtrio soon make themselves known to the weary arrivals here, and unlike these newcomers they have had far too long to succumb to the mist. They will attack without hesitation, and the only options are to fight or flee above ground.
The forest above unfortunately is not much better. The fog here is thick, even if some light somehow makes its way through the canopy above. What could have once been helpful landmarks become sources of dizzying misunderstanding, and the gnarled trees seem to move when no one watches. Rescuers from the city will have their work cut out for them once it becomes clear how many could be stranded out there, and time will be of the essence. The sooner that these wanderers can be brought to the clinic to be treated, the better!
ii. under the weather
RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY
While it's not unusual to receive rain at this time of the year, the amount of rain is unnatural according to the Guild Leaders. To ensure no one suffers any more than they already have, all three are quick to open their doors to these new Pokemon in their midst. Or at least, they're quick to offer other foreigner's doors. Pokemon who originated from other worlds soon find themselves with new bunkmates and housemates, and with the rain as bad as it is there’s no good way to refuse.
It's best to remain in similar company after all, and until there’s time to sort out who fits where, it’s all these newcomers have.
THE WATER CYCLE
At first the signs are subtle. Those same symptoms from the forest can be felt, lasting only as long as a Pokemon is damp from the downpour outside. Even the gentle drizzle causes absent thoughts, an empty mind staring into the distant grey skies as you forget.
Staring longer still, as you remember. But is what you're remembering actually yours? Something about the concentration of forest mist in the form of raindrops changes the effects as the days go by. The body and mind rebel against what it knows doesn't belong, and it finally comes bursting out with a shout! Those memories you've seen, they aren't yours! They're someone else's!
And the world needs to hear it!
iii. the archives
RECORDS KEEPING
Polteageist's solution is as follows; instead of training their bodies out in the rain, everyone will be training their brains. There have been many questions raised over the last number of weeks, and now is the time for everyone to investigate the mysteries. Entering the Archives means entering a building of clear splendor, filled with couches and beanbags for sitting and beautiful flowers and plants to accentuate the green hues within the halls. The shelves are well stocked with records kept on stone tablets, and the additional guides within the guild are eager to help everyone find what they're looking for.
The illustrious leader of the Lum Berries is well aware however, that not everyone is willing to spend all their time reading. As it would be counterproductive to expect anyone to sit twiddling their thumbs (or tails, or ears) he has thus arranged for a few of the archive meeting rooms to host additional activities. They are simple things; there's classes on recording writings properly in clay before firing, minor history lessons where newly arrived Pokemon can share in what many others already know, and even community building exercises. They're nothing like the escape rooms organized during the last two months, but they're good for passing the time.
And eventually, the rain will hopefully calm down. A few skilled Psychic Pokemon are offering their services to keep others dry until then however, at least so that everyone can get home safely.
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(continued cws)
His gaze settles away from Flowey and onto his basket of treats. ] ... No, that’s not really it. I needed to be strong. Eating monsters was part of understanding how.
[ To be just like them, he thinks, to shed those bits of humanity holding him back. But despite everything, he would always be human. He would always feel fear and love both, no matter how desperately he wanted to swallow those parts of himself until he couldn’t feel anything at all. He suffocated her and devoured the pieces that didn’t belong, all with the faint sliver of hope that somehow, maybe, he could see her again.
That kind of affection and desperation—it's all so deeply human, no matter how he looks at it. ]
Do you, after everything they did to you and your sibling? Or did your new friend change your mind? [ His tone is even with no hint of accusation, if only because he does understand. Even in another world, the cruelty of humans knows no bounds, and yet, feeling the warmth of friend's hug after so long seems to help wash it away, if only for a moment. ] Either way, those kind of feelings... they don't really matter to me, not anymore. I have people I care about and want to make happy. Being mad at humans just gets in the way of all that, and if that's naïve, so be it.
[ He can't bring himself to outright say no to Flowey's question, but his last journey in the dungeon certainly forced him to reflect on those buried feelings regardless. ]
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Unlike you, I wasn't a human. My own failings weren't because of humanity, it was because I was... [Now that the high of terrorizing someone is fading, he just feels pathetic. Does he really still need to act like this, even in another world? He's such an idiot.] ... weak. Stupid. Or whatever.
[For a while, he thought he hated humans. Chara did. And they're certainly different from monsters, who are all warm fuzzies and happy vibes even when they're supposed to be at war with humanity. But hate them? Probably not.
Once, he thought there must be other good humans like Chara-- that's why he hesitated, even when they were closing in to kill him. Now, he wonders, is a human still 'good' if they'd do terrible things for the sake of someone they love? Isn't that why Asgore, monster that he was, killed six human children...?]
... But, no. I don't hate them. I think they're stupid, but so are monsters.
[He's silent for a moment, turning his stare up to the sky.]
Those humans just wanted to survive. Same as you with eating monsters. Is that right or wrong...? I don't know and... it doesn't matter. Whether it's right or wrong, it's real. [He spent too long thinking that the world was 'kill or be killed', that he could 'solve' the world like a game and peel back the curtains to reveal the ugly truth to everyone. It's not so simple, now. Everyone has to eat to live, and most have to kill to eat-- even plants will kill other plants or consume organic material. But that's just nature.] I still think eating other Pokemon is weird, though.
[Flowey looks back at Laios.] Listen. I don't have a soul and I can't feel regret. So if I said 'sorry for tormenting you', it wouldn't mean anything. I'm not really sorry.
But... you're not the type of person I thought you were. Okay? I'll say that.
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You're right. It doesn't matter. Humans might have feelings about it, one way or another, but nature moves on regardless. [ A beat passes. ] It sounds like your monsters had similar feelings, too. [ It's weird for him to say, but seeing how human those monsters acted, he has to believe it to be true. He sighs, looking out into the rain. ] ... Anyway, most people around here do, but that's just how it is. Luckily, there's options.
[ As he says this, he scoots his basket closer toward Flowey, then motions with his snout. ] The breads — Poffins — they're mostly just berries and seeds. You can try one, if you like, but you probably don't need it. [ Being a plant and all. Still, his expression softens slightly at the last comment, his guard lowering just enough to offer a knowing look back. He says nothing, but it's clear he's heard that line before, and for what it's worth, his eyes brighten as if to accept it, even from Flowey. ]
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[But does he want to? The poffins do smell good, and they are a sort of peace offering.
After a moment's thought, Flowey leans forward and wordlessly takes a bite from one. His cheeks puff out a little. His eyes widen in surprise-- it's sweet and a little chewy.]
... Huh.
[He tries to act all cool about it, but after a second, he stuffs the rest into his mouth.]
Not bad. [He's getting crumbs everywhere.]