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003 ⟡ MAY TEST DRIVE
⋆✩ test drive 03 ✩⋆
The day begins like any other.
Routines, eventful scenes, and boring errands — no matter what you were in the middle of, there's a moment where everything begins to feel wrong. A searing pain tears through your body, so intense that it feels like every nerve has been struck at once. Muscles spasm, joints scream in protest, and as you double over, you find yourself clawing or clinging at anything within your reach. As your attempts to maintain composure fail you, your bones begin to twist with an agonizing force, the pain rising in a crescendo until it becomes unbearable to even breathe. Then, as quickly as it began, everything stops.
For a single, terrifying moment, there's nothing. No sight, no sound, no touch, no taste, no smell — just the weight of nothingness swallowing you whole. The absence of sensation might even be worse than the pain, leaving you adrift in a void you can't escape. Hopelessness threatens every fiber of your existence, and try as you might to fight it, your darkest thoughts begin to surface, flooding your mind in an onslaught of suffocating feelings and ideas.
In the darkness, you hear a voice.
It's faint, a gentle flashing of something warm along the edges of your mind, like sunlight itself. It's a voice, but you can't identify who or what it comes from, how it sounds, or what it means — still, you know it's directed at you. Something tugs at your heart, a powerful ache that throbs once and ripples outwards. You can feel the aches again, like fresh sores throughout your body. You feel off, like something isn't quite right, like you're not where you should be, or who you should be. But the voice continues, whispered just beyond your understanding. The sound is warm like hope, and it wraps around you, distant yet intent, before you wake up.
i. arrivals
FROM TUNNELS DEEP
The scent of must meets your nostrils, perhaps more strongly than it normally would. To open your eyes is to meet the dark — though if you're fortunate it could be that something about this new body, or perhaps the body of another, leaves some faint illumination to see by. Either way it soon becomes clear that where you are is somewhere underground. They are deep and sprawling tunnels, with corners of some unknown civilization storied away in their many carvings and ruined pottery. Portions of the cavern walls even bear the appearance of old structures and dwellings, as if the earth itself swallowed a city whole.
Trickling through the tunnels in quiet streams are tendrils of fog. It's difficult to see, but not in the least hard to feel. The mist is damp and cloying, clinging to every inch it finds on you to the point that it seems to grasp at the very soul; and the longer one lets it have its way, the worst it feels. You begin to question your body. Your mind. Your very memories — are they really yours?
Staying underground may be unwise anyway. Diglett and Dugtrio soon make themselves known to the weary arrivals here, and unlike these newcomers they have had far too long to succumb to the mist. They will attack without hesitation, and the only options are to fight or flee above ground.
The forest above unfortunately is not much better. The fog here is thick, even if some light somehow makes its way through the canopy above. What could have once been helpful landmarks become sources of dizzying misunderstanding, and the gnarled trees seem to move when no one watches. Rescuers from the city will have their work cut out for them once it becomes clear how many could be stranded out there, and time will be of the essence. The sooner that these wanderers can be brought to the clinic to be treated, the better!
ii. under the weather
RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY
While it's not unusual to receive rain at this time of the year, the amount of rain is unnatural according to the Guild Leaders. To ensure no one suffers any more than they already have, all three are quick to open their doors to these new Pokemon in their midst. Or at least, they're quick to offer other foreigner's doors. Pokemon who originated from other worlds soon find themselves with new bunkmates and housemates, and with the rain as bad as it is there’s no good way to refuse.
It's best to remain in similar company after all, and until there’s time to sort out who fits where, it’s all these newcomers have.
THE WATER CYCLE
At first the signs are subtle. Those same symptoms from the forest can be felt, lasting only as long as a Pokemon is damp from the downpour outside. Even the gentle drizzle causes absent thoughts, an empty mind staring into the distant grey skies as you forget.
Staring longer still, as you remember. But is what you're remembering actually yours? Something about the concentration of forest mist in the form of raindrops changes the effects as the days go by. The body and mind rebel against what it knows doesn't belong, and it finally comes bursting out with a shout! Those memories you've seen, they aren't yours! They're someone else's!
And the world needs to hear it!
iii. the archives
RECORDS KEEPING
Polteageist's solution is as follows; instead of training their bodies out in the rain, everyone will be training their brains. There have been many questions raised over the last number of weeks, and now is the time for everyone to investigate the mysteries. Entering the Archives means entering a building of clear splendor, filled with couches and beanbags for sitting and beautiful flowers and plants to accentuate the green hues within the halls. The shelves are well stocked with records kept on stone tablets, and the additional guides within the guild are eager to help everyone find what they're looking for.
The illustrious leader of the Lum Berries is well aware however, that not everyone is willing to spend all their time reading. As it would be counterproductive to expect anyone to sit twiddling their thumbs (or tails, or ears) he has thus arranged for a few of the archive meeting rooms to host additional activities. They are simple things; there's classes on recording writings properly in clay before firing, minor history lessons where newly arrived Pokemon can share in what many others already know, and even community building exercises. They're nothing like the escape rooms organized during the last two months, but they're good for passing the time.
And eventually, the rain will hopefully calm down. A few skilled Psychic Pokemon are offering their services to keep others dry until then however, at least so that everyone can get home safely.
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Be...cause you're a child? [They really can't explain it any further than that?? That should be enough?? Siffrin seems equally baffled by this line of questioning.]
[...they guess that's fair, about Anasui. That would matter. One of their ears flickers, and their expression is visibly slightly mollified. Still:] ...but did you have someone you could talk to?
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[He doesn't even verbalize that one. He just, tilts his head. Blinks.
Eventually he throws Siffrin a bone.] I mean...sure, but that doesn't seem to mean a whole lot here.
Everyone of us are pretty close in power it feels like, not to mention the size variance. It's not really the same as when you're smaller than adults are...
[The fear of potentially getting throttled is far more diminished, it's very nice.]
...Uh.
I'm....assuming you mean other than Anasui when you ask that...
[That's a no isn't it.
...
He's saying no!!]
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But you're still growing... [What do they even...] It's like how kids aren't allowed to drink, until they're old enough.
[That makes absolutely no sense, Siffrin.]
[...that sure sounds like a no!] You should have someone. Along with Anasui.
[Siffrin really doesn't think they're a good choice, but,]
losing it at the direction this is going ngl omg
[He's calling you out! He's calling you out!!!]
...Is that an offer? You have someone too, right? It'd be kind of hypocritical to say I need it but you don't after all.
[They were both quicksandy!!]
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When you're a kid your brain isn't done growing yet either.
[...wait, that's probably not going to go over well.] I'm not saying you couldn't handle it, [yes Sif you kinda are,] but. That's why adults should be responsible.
[Yes. There we go, an explanation. Nailed it!]
...I talked to someone. [Technically true! They talked to Firepaw! They did not... talk about the thing that was really bothering them, so far no one has gotten to know the exact details of that, but!!
Just they wait, the rain and Shoka are going to Get Them]no subject
[aw nawr]
...But that's definitely not good enough reason. A person's ability to be responsible falls on their mental capacity it's true, but it falls on their life experiences as well. And I don't mean as a quantity either. You could spend fifty years living a certain way and the result would be someone who can't be left alone for more than a few minutes, for example.
[......
........He's squinting. ...And...it definitely went well for you..?
[Look can you fault him for being suspicious here?]
https://images.plurk.com/3VrufGiutOTmynzhNEHQaL.jpg
[How oddly nonspecific! But they did also answer without hesitating? See! There! An adult!]
[...an adult who is feeling very called out by all that talk about life experiences. If you needed to know how to survive as a full-time drifter, they have you covered, but as far as interacting with people -
aaaand they could stand to examine what all that stuff about kids' brains being more affected by trauma would mean for them]I mean... I'm fine now, so yeah?
[Totally fine. Definitely.]
[...it actually did probably go well, all things considered, in that Firepaw stopped them from maybe doing something drastic by showing up -]
Anyway - [This ain't about them!!] - just because not every adult is the right one to do it, doesn't mean it's not true.
hootin. hollerin.
[Alright so this is what Siffrin's like with a cooked brain.
Worrisome, but he also lives with Anasui so.]
...Well. Brains are still physical parts of the body, so...
[He nods. And then nods again, trying to think...really about where to go from here. It's not as if he has anything against talking after all. It's just.
Well.] ...You won't panic about basic things, right?
[Golly why would he ask that that's an odd question hahaha uh oh]