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003 ⟡ MAY TEST DRIVE
⋆✩ test drive 03 ✩⋆
The day begins like any other.
Routines, eventful scenes, and boring errands — no matter what you were in the middle of, there's a moment where everything begins to feel wrong. A searing pain tears through your body, so intense that it feels like every nerve has been struck at once. Muscles spasm, joints scream in protest, and as you double over, you find yourself clawing or clinging at anything within your reach. As your attempts to maintain composure fail you, your bones begin to twist with an agonizing force, the pain rising in a crescendo until it becomes unbearable to even breathe. Then, as quickly as it began, everything stops.
For a single, terrifying moment, there's nothing. No sight, no sound, no touch, no taste, no smell — just the weight of nothingness swallowing you whole. The absence of sensation might even be worse than the pain, leaving you adrift in a void you can't escape. Hopelessness threatens every fiber of your existence, and try as you might to fight it, your darkest thoughts begin to surface, flooding your mind in an onslaught of suffocating feelings and ideas.
In the darkness, you hear a voice.
It's faint, a gentle flashing of something warm along the edges of your mind, like sunlight itself. It's a voice, but you can't identify who or what it comes from, how it sounds, or what it means — still, you know it's directed at you. Something tugs at your heart, a powerful ache that throbs once and ripples outwards. You can feel the aches again, like fresh sores throughout your body. You feel off, like something isn't quite right, like you're not where you should be, or who you should be. But the voice continues, whispered just beyond your understanding. The sound is warm like hope, and it wraps around you, distant yet intent, before you wake up.
i. arrivals
FROM TUNNELS DEEP
The scent of must meets your nostrils, perhaps more strongly than it normally would. To open your eyes is to meet the dark — though if you're fortunate it could be that something about this new body, or perhaps the body of another, leaves some faint illumination to see by. Either way it soon becomes clear that where you are is somewhere underground. They are deep and sprawling tunnels, with corners of some unknown civilization storied away in their many carvings and ruined pottery. Portions of the cavern walls even bear the appearance of old structures and dwellings, as if the earth itself swallowed a city whole.
Trickling through the tunnels in quiet streams are tendrils of fog. It's difficult to see, but not in the least hard to feel. The mist is damp and cloying, clinging to every inch it finds on you to the point that it seems to grasp at the very soul; and the longer one lets it have its way, the worst it feels. You begin to question your body. Your mind. Your very memories — are they really yours?
Staying underground may be unwise anyway. Diglett and Dugtrio soon make themselves known to the weary arrivals here, and unlike these newcomers they have had far too long to succumb to the mist. They will attack without hesitation, and the only options are to fight or flee above ground.
The forest above unfortunately is not much better. The fog here is thick, even if some light somehow makes its way through the canopy above. What could have once been helpful landmarks become sources of dizzying misunderstanding, and the gnarled trees seem to move when no one watches. Rescuers from the city will have their work cut out for them once it becomes clear how many could be stranded out there, and time will be of the essence. The sooner that these wanderers can be brought to the clinic to be treated, the better!
ii. under the weather
RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY
While it's not unusual to receive rain at this time of the year, the amount of rain is unnatural according to the Guild Leaders. To ensure no one suffers any more than they already have, all three are quick to open their doors to these new Pokemon in their midst. Or at least, they're quick to offer other foreigner's doors. Pokemon who originated from other worlds soon find themselves with new bunkmates and housemates, and with the rain as bad as it is there’s no good way to refuse.
It's best to remain in similar company after all, and until there’s time to sort out who fits where, it’s all these newcomers have.
THE WATER CYCLE
At first the signs are subtle. Those same symptoms from the forest can be felt, lasting only as long as a Pokemon is damp from the downpour outside. Even the gentle drizzle causes absent thoughts, an empty mind staring into the distant grey skies as you forget.
Staring longer still, as you remember. But is what you're remembering actually yours? Something about the concentration of forest mist in the form of raindrops changes the effects as the days go by. The body and mind rebel against what it knows doesn't belong, and it finally comes bursting out with a shout! Those memories you've seen, they aren't yours! They're someone else's!
And the world needs to hear it!
iii. the archives
RECORDS KEEPING
Polteageist's solution is as follows; instead of training their bodies out in the rain, everyone will be training their brains. There have been many questions raised over the last number of weeks, and now is the time for everyone to investigate the mysteries. Entering the Archives means entering a building of clear splendor, filled with couches and beanbags for sitting and beautiful flowers and plants to accentuate the green hues within the halls. The shelves are well stocked with records kept on stone tablets, and the additional guides within the guild are eager to help everyone find what they're looking for.
The illustrious leader of the Lum Berries is well aware however, that not everyone is willing to spend all their time reading. As it would be counterproductive to expect anyone to sit twiddling their thumbs (or tails, or ears) he has thus arranged for a few of the archive meeting rooms to host additional activities. They are simple things; there's classes on recording writings properly in clay before firing, minor history lessons where newly arrived Pokemon can share in what many others already know, and even community building exercises. They're nothing like the escape rooms organized during the last two months, but they're good for passing the time.
And eventually, the rain will hopefully calm down. A few skilled Psychic Pokemon are offering their services to keep others dry until then however, at least so that everyone can get home safely.
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[R-right.] They're... this way. [They think.]
[Siffrin bounds one hop in that direction, turning their head to check if Ingo's following.]
[The tent memory tries to reassert itself, and they're back to feeling like they're piloting their body from a distance, like a marionette. Except it's not the right shape. Their legs are way too long. Or is it way too short? Either way, they trip over their own paws, though they manage to just barely stay upright.]
[Why does this (lack of?) memory feel so off?]
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[He does, in fact, start to trail along after them. His eyes remain on the ground, though, squinting. This doesn't usually hurt like this, does it...?
But he can't really remember. When he was like this before, though, allowing others to guide him worked out alright. He'll just try sticking to them and see what happens. Though...his reaction to them tripping is belated, like everything's in slow motion.]
Are you...sure you are alright?
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[This isn't right. They never had anyone coming to speak to them! They only remembered enough to keep from drinking seawater and to try staying out of the sun, and every few minutes they'd try to think of where they came from and lose time and come back to themself with the worst headache of their life -]
[Ha, as if they could blinding remember any other headaches -]
[- and then their boat washed up on a beach, somewhere. And they staggered out, onto the wrong shade of sand, and there was still no one there. They didn't feel this paralyzed, limbs burning like this, but they were alone, alone, alone.]
This isn't how it happened...! [It's finally a shout, if not a very loud one, flinging the memory back to Ingo.]
[It is... kind of a little late to answer again that they're alright, though!]
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That's enough. He obviously needs to get the little Shinx out of this rain.]
Come now - I can carry you, if need be?
[Instinct is telling him to just scoop them up by the scruff with his mouth, but that's undesirable on a number of levels.]
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...no, I can walk. And we're close now. [They're at the nicely cobblestoned part of town.]
[But, then... was that... Ingo's (lack of) memory?]
[They kind of want to ask about it. That would be awkward, though, wouldn't it?]
[...]
[They hesitate over it longer, until they're basically at the door of the Archives, before:] Um. Are there... things you don't remember?
[Wait no that still ended up sounding awkward.]
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[Ingo himself sounds fairly casual about it. Of course his amnesia is a serious and ever-looming issue, but...at the same time, it is something he has dealt with for the entire portion of his life that he remembers. In some ways it's just a normal fact of his life; at any rate, he doesn't mind discussing it.]
Why do you ask?
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A-and you're fine with just admitting it?
[That phrasing is a lot more accusatory than it would have been if the question hadn't been startled out of them. But their tone just sounds bewildered.]
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[Maybe he's ashamed, a little, of his continued failure to remember. Of the effects it has on those around him.
On Emmet.But, the initial amnesia seems pretty plainly not to be something he managed to do to himself.]In any case, I forgot my entire life. That's rather a difficult thing to hide!
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[Siffrin hesitates, mouth slightly open. What do they mean? Most of the other options that come to mind are even worse when they play them back in their head. Yeah, sure, just ask someone, "Don't you feel like you're missing some important part of being a person, without your memories?" That sounds so much better.]
[...]
Aren't you worried that it could happen again?
[That is totally an unsubtle subject change, but also a genuine question.]
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[Though, him getting dragged here sort of...counts...]
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If you don't even know why it happened, then - then there's nothing stopping it, right? You could wake up somewhere and just have forgotten everything again. Or it could happen to someone you know - or, or everyone, even.
That doesn't... bother you?
[This may be starting to sound weirdly specific and personal.]
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[Weirdly specific examples!]
There is nothing I could do to stop it, so worrying about it does not have much use. That is not to say that I never do, but...best to live the life I have now, I suppose.
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who has already fallen off a cliff once in Bottlecap Bayis already opening their mouth to object - those are different, you know exactly what caused them! You can just stay away from cliffs and Garchomps!][But they fall silent as Ingo continues.]
[...] I guess so.
[They can't imagine it. Deliberately avoiding thinking about it, sure, but the worry is always there in the back of their mind. Creeping through their decisions, or what they think of other people.]
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Anyway, if I get amnesia again, I shall hardly know it! But what brought this on?
[Ingo's friendly and open enough that he doesn't mind having these sorts of discussions largely at random. His reputation often precedes him in Hisui, and so travelers will occasionally bring it up even without his having told them. He doesn't imagine his condition's a subject of significant gossip here, though; there's far more going on than just one man's poor memory!]
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[Mmgh. But it probably wouldn't be fair not to admit to this part of it, if it was something of Ingo's... and they've been out in the rain enough that they're pretty confident about what's going on.]
I think I saw one of your memories...? [A memory of a lack of memory. Ha.]
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[As easily as he's brushed his own experiences off, it still visibly gives him pause to hear that someone else went through one. His memories of thinking about his own amnesia aren't exactly pleasant.]
I'm...sorry. I hope it was not too bad.
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...no. Just different.
[Wait, is that a normal thing to say? They teeter, torn between giving in and admitting to their own lack of memory - it's not as if Ingo, of all people, would have room to find it odd - and the nearly instinctual urge to not talk about it, as usual. To stop thinking about it, before it becomes any more painful, both in their head and their chest. Before they blank out in the middle of a conversation and freak someone out.]
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[He's not totally sure what to make of this, then?]
What was it?