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003 ⟡ MAY TEST DRIVE
⋆✩ test drive 03 ✩⋆
The day begins like any other.
Routines, eventful scenes, and boring errands — no matter what you were in the middle of, there's a moment where everything begins to feel wrong. A searing pain tears through your body, so intense that it feels like every nerve has been struck at once. Muscles spasm, joints scream in protest, and as you double over, you find yourself clawing or clinging at anything within your reach. As your attempts to maintain composure fail you, your bones begin to twist with an agonizing force, the pain rising in a crescendo until it becomes unbearable to even breathe. Then, as quickly as it began, everything stops.
For a single, terrifying moment, there's nothing. No sight, no sound, no touch, no taste, no smell — just the weight of nothingness swallowing you whole. The absence of sensation might even be worse than the pain, leaving you adrift in a void you can't escape. Hopelessness threatens every fiber of your existence, and try as you might to fight it, your darkest thoughts begin to surface, flooding your mind in an onslaught of suffocating feelings and ideas.
In the darkness, you hear a voice.
It's faint, a gentle flashing of something warm along the edges of your mind, like sunlight itself. It's a voice, but you can't identify who or what it comes from, how it sounds, or what it means — still, you know it's directed at you. Something tugs at your heart, a powerful ache that throbs once and ripples outwards. You can feel the aches again, like fresh sores throughout your body. You feel off, like something isn't quite right, like you're not where you should be, or who you should be. But the voice continues, whispered just beyond your understanding. The sound is warm like hope, and it wraps around you, distant yet intent, before you wake up.
i. arrivals
FROM TUNNELS DEEP
The scent of must meets your nostrils, perhaps more strongly than it normally would. To open your eyes is to meet the dark — though if you're fortunate it could be that something about this new body, or perhaps the body of another, leaves some faint illumination to see by. Either way it soon becomes clear that where you are is somewhere underground. They are deep and sprawling tunnels, with corners of some unknown civilization storied away in their many carvings and ruined pottery. Portions of the cavern walls even bear the appearance of old structures and dwellings, as if the earth itself swallowed a city whole.
Trickling through the tunnels in quiet streams are tendrils of fog. It's difficult to see, but not in the least hard to feel. The mist is damp and cloying, clinging to every inch it finds on you to the point that it seems to grasp at the very soul; and the longer one lets it have its way, the worst it feels. You begin to question your body. Your mind. Your very memories — are they really yours?
Staying underground may be unwise anyway. Diglett and Dugtrio soon make themselves known to the weary arrivals here, and unlike these newcomers they have had far too long to succumb to the mist. They will attack without hesitation, and the only options are to fight or flee above ground.
The forest above unfortunately is not much better. The fog here is thick, even if some light somehow makes its way through the canopy above. What could have once been helpful landmarks become sources of dizzying misunderstanding, and the gnarled trees seem to move when no one watches. Rescuers from the city will have their work cut out for them once it becomes clear how many could be stranded out there, and time will be of the essence. The sooner that these wanderers can be brought to the clinic to be treated, the better!
ii. under the weather
RAIN RAIN, GO AWAY
While it's not unusual to receive rain at this time of the year, the amount of rain is unnatural according to the Guild Leaders. To ensure no one suffers any more than they already have, all three are quick to open their doors to these new Pokemon in their midst. Or at least, they're quick to offer other foreigner's doors. Pokemon who originated from other worlds soon find themselves with new bunkmates and housemates, and with the rain as bad as it is there’s no good way to refuse.
It's best to remain in similar company after all, and until there’s time to sort out who fits where, it’s all these newcomers have.
THE WATER CYCLE
At first the signs are subtle. Those same symptoms from the forest can be felt, lasting only as long as a Pokemon is damp from the downpour outside. Even the gentle drizzle causes absent thoughts, an empty mind staring into the distant grey skies as you forget.
Staring longer still, as you remember. But is what you're remembering actually yours? Something about the concentration of forest mist in the form of raindrops changes the effects as the days go by. The body and mind rebel against what it knows doesn't belong, and it finally comes bursting out with a shout! Those memories you've seen, they aren't yours! They're someone else's!
And the world needs to hear it!
iii. the archives
RECORDS KEEPING
Polteageist's solution is as follows; instead of training their bodies out in the rain, everyone will be training their brains. There have been many questions raised over the last number of weeks, and now is the time for everyone to investigate the mysteries. Entering the Archives means entering a building of clear splendor, filled with couches and beanbags for sitting and beautiful flowers and plants to accentuate the green hues within the halls. The shelves are well stocked with records kept on stone tablets, and the additional guides within the guild are eager to help everyone find what they're looking for.
The illustrious leader of the Lum Berries is well aware however, that not everyone is willing to spend all their time reading. As it would be counterproductive to expect anyone to sit twiddling their thumbs (or tails, or ears) he has thus arranged for a few of the archive meeting rooms to host additional activities. They are simple things; there's classes on recording writings properly in clay before firing, minor history lessons where newly arrived Pokemon can share in what many others already know, and even community building exercises. They're nothing like the escape rooms organized during the last two months, but they're good for passing the time.
And eventually, the rain will hopefully calm down. A few skilled Psychic Pokemon are offering their services to keep others dry until then however, at least so that everyone can get home safely.
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The Water Cycle - Let's go for some delishus Flowey angst... >:)
They feel... Uncanny. Foreign, yet so oddly familiar.
The feeling of striking down targets, of ending lives... He knows it all too well.
And so this Rookidee falters, guilt bubbling up from within, but is it his? How much of this is real?
Lost in the visions, the Sunkern barely registers.]
Why...?
may I add some Akechi angst? :)
[Meanwhile, the memories replacing the old for him are just as unpleasant. Murdering the innocent, twisting truth to his whim-- it's not unfamiliar, but the guilt weighs just as heavily. That all-consuming desire for revenge, to make it all for something: it takes Flowey back to the lowest points of his life.]
I was so stupid... I danced on that man's puppet strings, as if I were the one in control.
[In his delirium, Flowey bumps into the Rookiedee. He seems to get his bearings a little bit.] Huh? Who's there...?
[OOC: if you would like me to change anything or want to reach out and plot this out more, don't hesitate to ask! :)]
Yess >:] I enjoy sharing the angst
This is wrong.
Flowey may also feel quite out of place. A human, neither monster nor flower, holding a gun in a trembling hand at a yellow-eyed woman pleading to let her live, for her daughter's sake. Twisted feelings, fear and doubt, tangle inside, but it's too late to turn back...
Then a voice cuts through. Akechi feels his wings. His legs. He's... not a plant, but...
That is a plant beside him. He shakes his head, trying to clear his mind, but it's hard. The feelings from the foreign memories are so raw.]
I'm... Akechi, and you must be new.
[It's not a voice, nor a face he recognizes, at any rate, and a plant-like creature would explain the memories.]
happy mothers day wakaba
With one bang of gunfire, the woman screams and then goes silent. And then he can't hear anything but his raspy breathing and his ears ringing. Somewhere, a child will grow up without a mother because of him. He took something away from another-- for once, not the other way around.
His stomach lurches. His vision is spinning. And then a manic laugh bubbles out of his throat.]
No-- that one wasn't mine, that was--
[The little Sunkern startles, locking eyes with Akechi. The memory runs from his mind like blood down the drain. He can still smell copper.]
-- it was yours, wasn't it? Hah... you can call me Flowey. You... You're just as twisted as me, aren't you...? [He attempts a smile, but there's venom in his words-- whether it's directed at Akechi, himself, or both, it's unclear.]
POOR WAKABA... alas.
Yes, that's one way to put it, isn't it? A little flower, killing and killing... Far more chaotically than even Akechi at his worst.
Not that he plans to rebuke Flowey's claims. He has no business doing so, really.]
Well, I'm certainly not innocent. But those memories... clearly, there is more to it. Missing pieces.
[A weak grunt of laughter escapes him.]
Secrets kept close to the chest, freely exposed for all to see... I can't say I'm fond of this weather.
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[The memory has slipped from his mind, but he knows that Akehci has killed before, just like him. At least he doesn't have to put on his nice guy act. He's tired of being someone he isn't.]
You know, most people who learn the truth about me tend to run away screaming. Are you a masochist or just dumb? You definitely saw me killing for fun. [Of course, he is just a Sunkern. A bird like Akechi could probably pluck him up and eat him. So his words aren't exactly a threat-- just more curiosity that Akechi is sticking around.]
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[Well, ordinary Shadows, certainly. Those were always cathartic to tear through. He took pleasure in killing Okumura, of course, but the man had it coming. He had used Akechi just like every godforsaken piece of filth in Shido's inner circle...
Yet he remains oddly nonchalant. Something about the memory struck him...]
Although, it seemed as though some of those kills repeated themselves. How odd.
[Either the memory is distorted, or there's more to it...]
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Here, since I'm so nice, I'll even give you a hint: it didn't involve necromancy!
[There's not much to go off of except a feeling-- that nobody around him is real. That it doesn't matter, because it's all just a game that he controls.]
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[It's the most logical explanation for the repetition, even with the variation in those repeated moments.
He's savvy enough to know genre conventions of fantasy and soft science fiction...
Though, clearly, this isn't fiction.]
That, or parallel realities, I suppose, but time travel or temporal manipulation strike me as more feasible.
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[The toothy grin fades.] I... um...
[He takes a shaky breath.] Well... I'm here now. Thought I'd start over, but that was a dumb idea-- this place sucks! So, here's the real question: what are you gonna do now that you know the truth?
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The engine room, where he clawed, kicked, and screamed about how he didn't need friends or connections, how he'd kill Ren, all the Thieves...
Only for the mask to shatter and his true feelings to leak through the cracks.
There's something more childish by comparison with this little seed, but the behavior us uncannily familiar. Pushing back, driving a wedge...
Nonetheless, Akechi remains calm.]
What's there to do? By the sound of it, your crimes were undone, a luxury I cannot afford. Moreover, you are in a new world, surrounded by strangers who know nothing of your past.
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[Flowey's voice has grown more frantic-- it almost sounds like he's begging for Akechi to do something to him.]
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[There's an air of exasperation to his words, but nothing more. Despite Flowey's expression, despite the franticness in his voice, Akechi sees no reason to fret.]
Besides, even if you attempted anything, I have a type advantage, and the others like me have had more time to adapt.
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... Alright, fine, you win. I believe you. I don't get it, but, I've met someone like you before. The forgiving type. Even though I don't deserve it because I can't feel bad for what I did.
[He's calming down, now. He appreciates that Akechi didn't talk down to him or try to act overly comforting.]
I, uh. I shouldn't have freaked out on you. This whole 'have your secrets exposed' thing is really new. Before recently, I was always the one in control. Now, I feel so... exposed. [It's almost like having feelings again or something, he thinks.]
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[But he does notice the shift in demeanor. Volatile, unstable... these are familiar traits to Akechi as well. His breakdown in the engine room immediately comes to mind...
But no matter, really. Akechi blows a small sigh.]
I'm all too familiar with losing control, and this world is quite fond of that, it seems. Many of the residents have lost control of themselves, be it through rage-inducing spores or hallucinogenic fog. This weather is yet another inconvenience, but it can be avoided if you stay indoors.
i didnt realize how tiny this icon was when i uploaded it
[He sighs. Talking about this is exhausting him... and he's sure Akechi is eager to move on from the subject, too. But, the memories are fresh in Flowey's mind.]
As soon as I can get indoors, I plan to stay there until this whole thing blows over.
A lil' tip! Upscale to 200% with nearest neighbor, and you can throw a border on there, too. o:
[It's an understandable feeling. Old habits die hard. Can people truly change, turn a new leaf, without having their hearts forcibly changed?
He pauses for a moment to shake off his feathers. There's an umbrella nearby; he must have dropped it when the memory hit.]
However, someone I betrayed and nearly killed saw something in me I'll never understand. So, perhaps there are those naive enough to give you second chances as well.
oh! thank you for the tip!
[Akechi may glimpse a memory of a young human embracing him-- though he isn't in the form of a flower this time.]
I thought that about them, too, but I don't know if that's it. Maybe believing in me helped them out in some stupid way, too. [After all, why did they climb that mountain that nobody returns from...?
... He knows he'll never see them again. It's fine. They have their own life to live-- and for once, now, it seems like he might have one ahead of him, too.]
Anyway, thanks, or whatever. I was, uh, a little embarrassing back there. So next time we meet, let's just pretend this whole thing never happened...?
no prob! I'm a pixel artist, so I'm used to resizing stuff xD
Very well. I know the value of keeping secrets.
[...]
But it would seem I neglected to properly introduce myself. You can call me Akechi.
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[... Now that they're done talking about the crap they went through, he's not sure what to say.] Mind sharing that umbrella? You're gonna have to hold it.
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[So, yes... Just let him scoop that umbrella up and flutter into the air. At least he can angle his talons so it covers them both.
He'd have a much harder time with his beak.]
You'll likely fund the Lum Berries guild more accommodating. Fortunately, they're rather close to the clinic.
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Stupid of him. But, the past is the past. There's a new world for him to explore, and he'd much rather focus on that instead.]
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My child self would have been ecstatic. Alas, I'm far more jaded these days.